RAWR

The title is supposed to be a frustrated noise coming out of my mouth.  Like if a lion got a thorn stuck in his foot and he happened to notice.

This whole day has been pretty frustrating for me.  Not because of anything in particular, but because of how powerless I have felt today, and a few other things.  I was feeling better today, no more fever, but then it came back.  Whoop...dee...doo.  Me being sick is not fun and it is stopping me from doing a lot of stuff.  Like going outside while it rains.  Or playing music well.  Or feeling good.  Or breathing.  As well, I have once again felt out of connection with the world.  I am having trouble communicating with people, and for some reason my blog only had 3 page views yesterday (gasp, oh no!  Haha).  On top of all that, I suddenly have a lot to do, whether it is now or in my future, and I keep having realistic dreams that make me hope for a better life.

I also realized that on this blog I don't really talk about others like I said I would.  Instead of posting about the reactions and interactions of society, I seem to have made myself become society.  Every time I talk about something I have noticed in others, I am forced to use my own personal experiences as examples for fear of insulting others who may spot themselves in my one-sided discussions.

Lastly, I don't really have anything else meaningful to say except: RAWR.  Think about it.